It's been a long time i didn't update my blog, well Hi ;)

Heyy how are you? We've broke up about 3 month, wanted to ask, is everyhing fine?

I heard a lot bout you, they told me how upset you are, and most of all you've changed.

Do you remember the date of 23th? No right? That's hurt.

I don't know why, why am i so stupid for loving you so long? I can't lie, i miss you so much...

I don't understand, and i just can't figure it out why! why the fuck are you so in love with him? One thing you should've know he's not the right guy for you, he flirt with another girl, don't you mind all these?

Do you even know how much it's hurt to see you with someone else? To see you with the wrong guy! This is so fucking wrong!

I don't really hate you for leaving me, but i hate myself for keep waiting,

You'll never ever know how much i scare to go back to the place we've go before, it's pain,

I didn't take anyone to replace you, or maybe i get used the pain you given me.

I delete your number, i delete your text, i delete our photo, i delete everything's but i just can't deleted everything about us.

I miss my smile, i miss it so much.......

我 爱 你 郭盈慧！

我和你在一起的日子虽然不久，可是这阵子委屈你了，

知道吗，昨晚你说你很累，我多么害怕你会这样的离开，

原来我真的会怕，曾经以为，没有你我也可以无所谓，

到后来我才发现，我真的真的很害怕失去你，

我想，我因该在也找不到像你这样的女孩，那么疼我，那么包容我，

就算我在怎样的对你发脾气，你终究还是没有任何一句抱怨，

知道吗，你是我人生中遇见第一个女孩，第一个不会说我发小孩子脾气的女孩，

我亲爱的女朋友，答应你的，我一定不会忘记，对你说过的话，我也不会食言，

还记得上一次，你靠在我肩旁哭的时候，无论我怎样哄你，你都不愿让我看见你哭，其实那一次我真的很心疼，

郭盈慧，相信我这一次，真的很爱你 :(